Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets.

I'm honestly not left with much time.
It's around 40 odd days to MCEs and I've barely finished my homework for the weekends..... Not forgetting the crazy amount of revision that needs to be done by then.

Many at times I question myself if JC is the right path for me. All along during my secondary school years, I've always regarded JC as the only place I would go after my Os. I thought of myself as someone who doesn't have much discipline and I needed to go to an institution that would somehow be able to "force" me to study hard. Though choosing poly seemed like a legit choice for me back then (considering the subject combination I took in secondary school), I barely considered it as I didn't know what I wanted to study and I was afraid of having to find a job related to my course even though I didn't really enjoy studying it. Thus, the only suitable choice I had was JC.

Since secondary school, I've always loathed the idea of taking anything related to science and that explains why I'm in the Arts stream now. I was slow in learning science subjects because according to my brother, I question too much and I don't have any common sense(LOL)....

However, upon a few months of taking the arts subjects in JC, it dawned on me that I didn't enjoy the Arts stream as much as I thought I would.

There wasn't much requirements for students who wanted to take up the arts subject in JC. For instance, it is not required of you to have any Literature/History background in secondary school to take up these subjects at H2 level. You need not have a minimum of B3 for English language, and neither do you need to score a certain grade for your humanities subject. Basically, you simply have to show interest/be interested in the subject to take them up for your subject combination.
I guess this is exactly why I'm struggling so much.

As most of you know, I take up Literature at the H2 level and I must say, it is one of my biggest regret thus far. No doubt Literature is an amazing and interesting subject, but the expectations are crazy and the competition out there is even worse off. I always tell my friends how I enjoy learning Literature but detest taking it as an exam. It's true how they say that even with 10 years of compulsory English education given to us, we still aren't able to produce work of good quality as compared to overseas scholars in Singapore who barely took up 2-3 years of English lessons. I can't help but feel inferior as I am being compared to them, for I know that they will be my competitors in the A levels and I have to perform equally well to be able to enroll in the university I want.

Everyday I question myself: Why did I even take Literature in the first place?

If given a choice again, I definitely wouldn't choose Literature, regardless of it being a H1 or H2 subject.

Right now, there's no longer any room for hesitation and I should prolly focus on doing well instead.
I can only blame myself for being so insistent on my choice of subjects back then.

I really just want to get it over and done with.

All limitations are self-imposed

Soooooo, it has been ages since I've last blogged and so I've decided to blog on this faithful night HAHA

From July-August, my life has been rather happening as compared to the previous months. I must say that this month has got to be the toughest + most tiring month!!! Despite that, there were a few fun moments so yeah, it's not all that bad.
(Pictures are not in any specific order)

JULY

Mascot to advertise our school's blood donation drive during morning assembly

CCB ft the pimp hehehehe

1428A's converse day!!! (ft the non-converse shoes)

MA HOME GURLS

Ballerina Weiqian in her younger days

During pe........ (and Damian I sync my pics to fb before I delete em ok PROOF THAT I DONT ALWAYS DELETE)

My history tutorial class and Mr Sim (his last official lessons with us :-((( )

Forever tired sia this Jocelyn

Dumb shit Weiqian and my beautiful cash voucher :*

With Jocelyn and Damian during one of our literature discussion hehe

Watched Hercules with my primary school mates after lit discussion!! Heheheh 

August

Damian had to stand at the back cos Ms Tay (my CT) said that he was talking too much + he was walking around the class like it was his house hahahhaha

One of the more hilarious dinner dates with Weiqian, Damian and ShiHui

Diversity + ShiHui's birthday!!!!!!!!

Floorball farewell party :'))))

Honour's Day Part 1: All the prize recipients! :-)))

 Honour's Day Part 2:
Top Pic- With some of the female exco members and Mdm Reh
Second Pic- Some of the exco members from 6th batch of Student Council :)
Bottom Pic- Prize recipients from 4E1'13! (Diamonds) 

Left: Mdm Reh (Teacher-in-charge of SC); Right: Mdm Chan (Form Teacher from Sec 3-4)

Left: Miss Gan (Form Teacher from Sec 1-2); Right: Mrs Kok (Principal)

Miss Sun (Co Form Teacher from Sec 3-4)

Vanessa (VP) and Jie Yang (P)!! Missing out on Mavis though :-(

Appreciation gift from Mrs Kok and Mdm Chong :-)

Went back to my secondary school during Honour's Day and represented my cohort as the valedictorian (along with Vanessa). It was a really tiring day for me but nonetheless, it was an extremely good experience! Was almost close to tears when Mdm Chan talked about me on stage I was so touched awwww

Secondary school days has got to be one of the best phases in my life thus far. Coming into this school has never been a regret for me and I'm thankful for every single opportunity given to me in this 4 years. Though the school might have been rather strict on our attendance, attire and conduct, I believe it has taught me to be disciplined in all areas.

The friends I've made here are definitely the gems in my life. Definitely not forgetting the wonderful teachers here, who have always showered us with their endless love and care. I'll always remember all the sacrifices they've made for us. :')

Thank you Woodlands Ring for the past 4 years of  grooming and teaching. As I move on to my next phase in life, I'll still bear in mind all the values that were taught to me.

"Through the gates of Woodlands Ring Secondary School, we WALK THE BEST!" 

With my PW group members at NUS to interview Prof Coffman for our product hehe

Not forgetting the Saturday when we all went Northpoint to conduct some survey!!!

K4w4I1 gUrLz ok just kidding

Ajisen ramen with the bimbos!!???!

With the Charmaine (didn't see her for the longest time ever!!!)

I really want to do up a decent post with many words but then it's already 2am and I kind of want to sleep!! But anyway I'll do up a post on the NDP celebration in school :-) (aka my first school celebration in IJC cos bitch wanted to sleep in on sports day LOL)


Till then,
ADIOS