And being the anxious as fuck me.................................... I couldn't sleep the night before. I swore I woke up for more than 6 times in the middle of the night dreaming that I've flunked my Os terribly and wouldn't be able to proceed to anywhere in life because I'm a failure like that LOL.
I remember the day before the release of the O levels results I was working.... YES to make sure I feel less nervous about everything and I went out with my fatty for dinner too!!
And before that we sat by the river and talked about very weird topics..... (we were facing the reverse bungee jumping thing btw)
Me: Jiahui how tall do you think this is
Jh: Idk, taller than roller coaster in USS lor
Me: Wa confirm damn scary. But the adrenaline rush will be shiok
Jh: Yesssssssss
*pauses to look at the cabin(?) being raised into the sky*
Me: what if it gets stuck halfway when they are trying to come down?
Jh: it would be so scary
Me: they would be traumatized for life
Jh: ya....
Me: what if it rolls off????
HAHAHA okay maybe it's just me but I remember how fatty and I promised to go to this thing after we've completed our Os but we never managed to do so cos 1) we forgot 2) we are broke 3) food > anything
This explains our size....
ANDDDD after a long and torturous day of standing and waiting, we finally settled to have our quick dinner at Pastamania CWP and headed back to under the MRT tracks (where we belong LOL)
We started talking about how before Os we used to sit down here and have our cheap cheap dinner and talked about life after Os and how we're just one day from taking our results now hahaha time passes too damn fast!
I'm pretty sure I missed sitting under this mrt track with my group of 'english-editing' mates talking about shit and having ananas chicken rice for dinner the night before english Os. I remembered how we were equally nervous yet ecstatic about the fact that Os were starting soon but would also be over in a blink of an eye
Everything that happened back then seemed so surreal right now I still can't believe I've conquered Os and the tough days are already long gone and over
DAMN!
RESULTS DAY
Here's to the last time I'll be able to wear my school uniform
Headed over to Serene's place after I left my house to spray my hair black. Apparently jh did a very bad job in spraying my hair that it doesn't even look like I've sprayed my hair at all HAHAH
This was my hair before I sprayed LOL them black roots are already growing out... :(
I was so excited to head to school we reached school at 130 to just chill and relax around. Definitely not forgetting my group photo with Cheapos!!!
(our signature jh pose lol)
Crazy how we still have the mood to take pictures on results day lol
OKAY SO HERE COMES THE EXCITING PART
Throughout the entire part when the teachers were talking I swore I didn't even pay attention to anything cos I was THAT nervous. In case you all didn't know, I was the first person in my class to take the results and knowing that your results is right on top of the entire stack of results didn't make me feel any better because it meant that many people have seen my results....
Well so I walked up to my teachers and didn't dare to look at the result slip laid in front of me cos I was that much of a pussy and I started crying even before looking at my results. My hands were shaking like mad when I had to sign some things and I'm so glad my bro was there to accompany me throughout everything THANK GOD LOL
And when I finally saw my results I started crying again because I saw many 3s and I didn't know what to feel. I couldn't count properly so my bro counted for me and he was like telling me "Tingrong you did great!! You did better than me!!!!!"
AND THAT WAS WHEN I COULD CALM DOWN AND COUNT PROPERLY. Mdm Chan, my form teacher then shook my hand and said "well done".
IN THAT MOMENT I FELT THAT THE FEW MONTHS OF HARD WORK WAS WORTH IT LIKE MAD BECAUSE OF THE SATISFACTION YOU GET FROM IT. I was crying tears of joy. I could enter my dream JC!
Just a screenshot from my brother's friend's insta who took this photo of my brother walking me down the stairs after I took my results. HAHAHA so thankful for my bro! THANK YOU KOR HAHAH
SOOOO OVERALL, results day was great and I achieved what I wanted. My parents were proud of me, but I must say I was certainly disappointed that I couldn't get an A for both my Emaths and Humanities. Both of the subjects were the subjects I was most confident in during O levels sigh
However on the bright side, I did well for my comb. science and Amaths! For the first time in Secondary 4, I got a B3 for my science omg I was totally expecting a 5 or 6 because that was the grade I got during both my prelims!
And for my Amaths, I was so glad I got an A2 because for both my prelims I didn't do fantastic for that subject though it was my strongest subject in Sec 3.
And for my Amaths, I was so glad I got an A2 because for both my prelims I didn't do fantastic for that subject though it was my strongest subject in Sec 3.
WELL everything's already over, and O levels is just another obstacle I've overcame in my entire life. I've already submitted my jae application and I really hope I wouldn't regret the decisions I've made. Though I'm entering the jc which I didn't plan on going, I'm pretty sure life will surprise me in its own ways, letting me know I've made the right choice!!
HAVE A LITTLE FAITH IN EVERYTHING. Wherever I go and whatever I do from now is part of god's plan!
JUST GIVE YOUR BEST AND LEAVE NO REGRETS
#2014movement